Ang Powssssssss..... here i come!!

hua hua hua... my day has just been enlightened just now... i got my first red packet today!!! from Big BIg Boss of LB hohoho so unexpected man.... some more the big bosses greet every single one in the company (including small potatoes like me ^_^) while giving out the ang pows... i'm so impressed! Even big potatoes take the initiative to learn as many employees' names as possible :) Well this pretty much say something about the company and the bosses ain't it? and of course the culture ...

DenG.... i'm lovin' it here more and more everyday... however, 3 more weeks to go only -_-

Just Feel Better

Today... is a new day... Was on my way to work this morning when i heard this song - Just Feel Better by Santana featuring Steven Tyler from Aerosmith. aihhh... i feel it baby.. i feel it....

Here's an excerpt (albeit the long) from the song which speaks for me....

I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking

You're the only one knows me
And who doesn't ignore
That my soul is weeping

I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have it seasons

Round and round it goes
And every day's a one before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything that just feels better

Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better

And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better

Long to hold you in my arms
To all things I ought to leave behind, yeah
It's really getting nowhere
I think I need a little help this time!

........

i can't do no shit about it -_-

What do you do?

What do you do when you feel something that you shouldn't feel? Or want something that seemed impossible to have... again...simply because you've lost it once. And the chances of having it back again is probably closer to.....none. Do you try for it? Do you fight for it? Are you even allowed to merely THINK of it?

What makes it so hard? The consequences indefinitely. Changes. Be it good... be it bad. Changes nevertheless. Nobody likes changes. As much as 'Who moved my cheese?' is a bestseller... human nature is hard to "move" indeed.

Friends. Good Friends. Best Friends. Lovers.

I just realised it's a damn fine line between these.





damn +_+

Me.. me ...me

I don't think i'm a good writer. everytime i think of something i want to write about... when i finally get the chance to go about doing it... i lost the inspiration and mood (no to mention content too) altogether =_= MIAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa *gomen obaasan for my inconsistency - she's my impatient blog reader*

Xmas 2005

Tree + presents = FUN
Originally uploaded by jenhuey.

This was the highlight of my social "adventure" on this festive season(last season la... so long ago hahaha): LB's annual Xmas party. Lame leH? Not really ler... as you would've know i'm a very GOOD girl so i'm home most of the time hahaha so thank god this night turns out unforgettable for me :D First of all there's the anticipating presents from my secret santa... and you know what i got in the end?

It's a LIP BALM! it's a bubble lip balm actually .... ya man... it's big... probably gonna last me for decades considering i rarely use them hehehe but well i started using them anywayz .. wouldn't want to waste it hehe

After the party... there was a post party by the next door department (literally... without a door to separate tho). got santa some more hahaha i heard he was pissed drunk by 2 am... thank god i left early... don't intend to meet any drunken St. Nick

-_-

and tis.... is my new friend! not so new la... colleague at LB - Nazreen. Celup punya haahaha

Mindless posT....

would you be my valentine?
to bring me breakfast, lunch & dinner
to carry my shopping bags
to PAY for my shopping
to cater to my needs
which some or most of the times aren't needs at all

would you be my valentine?
to notice my silence
to join my shriek
to break my qualms
to fight my fear
even when the fear is the ghost of me

would you be my valentine?
to wipe my tears
to soothe my heart
to caress my ears
to tell me 'it's alright'
'it's gonna be alright baby; it's gonna be alright'

valentine is all i need....
but perhaps all i really have and need ............is me


~maddieJen~

HappY nEw YeaR *and a new YOU perhaps?*

Wishing everyone a good year ahead!!! a year where you'll be rich and richer, pretty and handsome, thinner and fitter (judging from the sudden influx of slimming centres), and most importantly.....safe and sound :)

Well i'm not gonna ponder about 2005 for now (boring!!!) as it will sound so very the cliche-ish.... however i must say that the past one month has been an overwhelming month for me ( to put it mildly). Excitement for internship in LB, anxiety over Semester 2 results (when u've got lecturers as GOOD as mine... you'll feel the same way too -_-), joy that i get at LB Interactive department later on, tiredness of being one of 'em KL travelling antz, ..... and of course the shock and sadness of losing a friend to the "outer being". i know i know... this is the part where i'll be told to 'look on the brightside..' or 'he's at a better place now..' or merely telling me to 'let it go'. i don't know when will i look on the brightside nor learning to let go.... but one thing is for sure though, my life IS changed. I'm taking the motto 'Life is Short' more seriously now as i am reminded more everyday that our lives are indeed FRAGILE. Each time you wake up from your sleep, every move or step that you take, you're posing risks to your life - it's only a matter of how little how much risks. HeCk... when u're sleeping also you might never wake up. I'm also taking driving recklessly more seriously now... if you've had too much drink... DON"T DRIVE. If you think speeding is cool and fun... STAY AT HOME and play PS2. If you keep driving like a mad baboon who needs to release shit... i pray to god that you'll never touch a steering wheel again.
I guess i'm still me.... at the time of the year where emotions are accounted for my deep thoughts behaviour :\ *miaaaaaa... happens every year*

Have a blessed soul on a new year ! :D